thanks, hydro. you are completely right. i just wish that he could do it with or without me. the minute we talked, he seemed to almost backpedal on going back home. i know i will not see him while he is there, as it is several thousand miles from where we are. i don't know what will happen.
unfortunately, i have been sleeping horribly. i am shy and don't have a ton of friends, either
forcing myself to eat well. going to my first alanon meeting in half an hour...
thanks again
