Horselover

If this is the gift of that horrible night then I am glad you take this with you. I "think" the whole success in staying sober is KNOWING that you cannot possibly drink because you know the outcome will most likely be deadly and you want to live.

I've made the promise that I will do anything I have to in order to stay sober. If I feel myself slipping then I will find another way of support. Stay strong and forgive yourself. Gratitude helps too. SR definitely helps.

Thanks for sharing that painful story and just know it never has to happen again. Blackouts are scary for sure. Good luck in court. I'll be praying for a good outcome.