Last night I had my first dream about alcohol, funny it took that long. I'm on day 34 (wow, I just had to check, I wasn't really counting anymore!). Anyway, vivid dreams, a bottle of my favorite vodka miraculously appeared in my pocketbook! And I planned to drink it when I got home.
And I didn't know I was dreaming.
Anybody ever have those dreams when they know they are dreaming? I get them occassionally. I actually know I'm dreaming and I love it because I can do whatever I want, lol, and it doesn't matter. When I was younger (and really guy crazy) and I was in a dream, I would try to find hunky men to make out with, lol. I guess because in life I was too shy and such a good girl.
It got me to thinking this morning though, I wonder if alcohol was putting me into that same dreamlike state I loved, not quite as safe as a dream, lol. In my dreams when I knew I was dreaming I just had to "go to sleep" in the dream if I wanted to wake up. I don't dream like that every night but some are so real. I have no plans to drink, and I don't think I was thinking about alcohol last night so it's strange that it came out of nowhere! Oh, and I woke up before I drank it