God--in a broad vague way for me is Truth--Truth is God, not organized religion type.
Why God, don't you relieve me of my suffering?
Like Jesus on the cross--why have you forsaken me?
I think if God would answer--because it is so much more beautiful to watch when you learn how to relieve yourself of your suffering.
Why do for you what you can learn to do for yourself?
You will grow and become more beautiful in the process, and all those that love you will see the beauty in watching you grow this way and relieve your own suffering.
For someone to do it for you would be to rob you of that growth.
But you can learn HOW to help yourself here, and any place, any reading, any enlightenment you can find in life to help yourself.
Listen, read, and take in every little seed of growth wherever you find it. Those seeds will grow.
You didn't get ill in a moment's time, and you won't get well in a heartbeat either.
But every little seed of growth you plant in yourself will relieve your suffering just a little bit at a time.
(sidenote--thanks to my recovering alcoholic friend for some of that enlightenment in myself).