We aren't friends or anything, no friend chitchat. I took him to an AA meeting once. (He asked me to) And he's contacted a few times wanting help. But that's it and it's less and less.
I was doing well and happy and then I got sad.
I guess it's hard to let go.
It's hard for me not to take it personally that he would rather be drunk and party than to be with me. (He's 48, not 20 btw)