Hello :)
This is not my first time on this forum, but it is my first time posting under this account. I recently left my ABF and it was a very difficult and scary breakup. I have gone completely no contact and while it is hard I feel so STRONG!!! I don't miss him or the drama, but I have a hard time staying silent as he slanders me or spouts lies. For my safety I keep my mouth shut and have changed my number so I don't have to hear his tirades anymore. It is heartbreaking to be ripped to shreds by someone that I sacrificed everything for. It's sad that because I said enough is enough he feels okay to hate me and show me zero respect. It is a learning experience, though, and while I can't change him I can begin to treat myself with the love and respect I deserve. I'm glad to be back and am looking forward to being part of the forum.