Hope you feel a little better by now Swan
MooMoos
I will not drink but in my mind I am reasoning on why not??
Turn it around maybe - ask yourself why?
Think of the bad times that bought you here to SR, think of the great times you've had since you quit... resenting others doesn't really do much...focus instead on how much better you feel, and look....focus on the MooMoos you want to be.
I know how hard it is to be different. It's particularly hard if you still go out and still hand around with the same crowd.
The temptation is there to believe you had a blip - but you'll be ok now.
I think it's lies. It certainly never worked that way for me.
I don't believe anyone gets better from this - no one becomes a born again normal drinker - like it or not, you and I and everyone else here *are* different.
That's a fact....but I know a lot of people have come through here and find themselves drinking again cos they fall for the talk in their head.
I did it myself.
From my experience, it's a lot harder to get back on the right road after a relapse.
Some of my friends here have never come back.
Think about this very carefully, MM - you know what the right thing is...do it
Keep posting here - if you have any real life face to face support networks, use them too
You can do this - don't give in
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