Its the weekend.. feeling resentful
AH and I use to communicate through out the day( via text). This has
stopped. Once last week, because of missing pills and then today. The
usually stuff from him.. pain, pain and more pain. Tells me the only way pain
stops is when he is laying down. Other stuff is said, lies were told.. lies
that dont have to be lies, but he lies about everything. I point out one of his
many lies.. only because he told me one thing days ago and then tells me
something else today. He doesnt respond. I get home, he is already here.
Passed out on couch. Nodding in and out. Not sure if he's nodding.. sleeps
But can join a conversation at any time.. then back to sleep. I feel like the
whole point of his texts were to let me know he would be on couch all
weekend, and not to bother him.
Its hard to not feel resentful. Im a single, married mother of 3. Some help
once in a while would be nice. The weekends are the worse around here.
He is home but not really here. Thanks for letting me vent