Wouldn't it bring something very bad to your family if you died from withdrawal?
If you have to drink to stave off w/d you really need medical help to get thru it. Isn't there
any way you can get medical help on your own? This is your life we're talking about here! The first time I experienced horrible w/d I had to call my mother to ask her to take me to the ER. She was very upset and crying but she got over it and I got better. Isn't your life worth it?