I forgot about the crying!
Once you start sleeping again you'll start to feel a million times better, IME. Make sure you're treating yourself well. IDK if you are male or female but I bought new body lotion, PJ's, a nice drink from starbucks every day, a decent mix of comfort and healthy foods.
Even if those things don't feel comforting to you (I know for me all I used to find comforting was alcohol) do them or something like them every day. I felt like an alien or tourist the first few months. Watching how other people seemed to enjoy life. All the things I had deemed lame in my drinking days.
Turns out those non/normal drinkers are onto something.
You're really in the thick of it now. Got to throw it all in the air and just trust that things WILL get better. They really will.