Game of circle.
So apparantly I have more drinking to do. I've been in and out of AA over the years been to rehab, all that jazz.. The last time it seemed too perfect to be true.. I went through the steps and pursued sponsees all that good stuff...
But today some circumstances got ahold of me... I bought a bottle of whiskey and stared at it for almost an hour before I opened it but I don't know... I guess I just have more drinking to do, it's a game of circle, and this time I thought I got out of it but apparently I have more levels to play...
I don't even know if I want help right now... This isn't even a cry for help I don't think, I got stuck back in the bottle, and that's just where I am right now, and I guess I just wanted to share that.