AW's do it yourself kit arrived in the mail today. She just left to go stay in a motel and work the program by herself. I can't explain it but she has been a totally different person the last couple of days. A real pleasure to be around instead of the b%*&# she had become. She says she is feeling the best she has felt in years and feels free. At this point I am going to give her every opportunity to recover and regain her life. If she can do that I am pretty certain we will still stay together. Rebuilding our relationship won't be easy but neither is divorce. I wish her the best.