friday night- i think it is good that you posted this. i see to too that we are on the same side. at least we are pressed on the same coin, maybe on opposite sides.
having come to terms wit ha lot of things this week, i am able to get pastthe hurt caused by my alo, but the thing that has been affecting me mostly is something you touched upon- the basic inability to stop or control. what pains me the most is knowing you and other addicts wants to stop but cant. knowing that kind of pain hurts me more than the pain i suffered through. it is good to hear from an addict who says they have love for their family.