(((Din))) - long before I abused substances, I overindulged in food, cigarettes, when things in life were good, I self-sabotaged by causing a fight with my bf, or overdrawing my checking account from reckless spending. I didn't think I deserved to have a peaceful life.
The hardest times of change, in my life, have brought me the greatest amount of grief. I still don't LIKE change, but at least I have faith, now, that it's what I need to get to where I need to be.
The grace? That's the best part of all. My life is totally NOT what I expected at my age, but thanks to recovery, I'm full of gratitude and serenity.
Long post, but good
Hugs and prayers,
Amy