I separated from my addicted EX and went no contact from him. My life and recovery has been a struggle at times. I use my recovery tools daily and I am learning how to live life a new way.
As hard as I feel I have it in my crawl to escape codependency, I can only imagine the pain and heartache a parent of an addict goes through.
I am so very sorry you have received this lesson to learn yet again. If you can, take solace in the knowledge that we only have to repeat the lessons of recovery until we take them in and really learn them. You will grow from this.
Keep posting, there are so many parents here who understand, and we are all here to listen and care.
Hang in.
Alice