I think to get clean and stay clean is all about honesty, open-mindedness, and willingness. My life was unmanagable and I couldnt deny that anymore.
I got to the point where I really didnt care If I lived or died and that is a very scarey feeling.
After going to detox/rehab I realized that I needed to change ME! Yes-Its about staying clean but when I took the 12 step program seriously-that is when I realized that I was using drugs to cover-up feelings that I couldnt deal with. I have major issues that I have to deal with-and I am grateful for Narcotics Anonymous showing me the way. Without this program--I dont know where I would be.