Thank you all for your support already. Just the fact that people replied made me feel a million times better about deciding to get sober. I know that sounds funny, but I'm sure some of you understand.
My boxing coach is going to take me to AA, which is very kind of him. I didn't know who else to ask, so I went to him, and he's 2 years sober, so I thought he'd be able to give me a push in the right direction.
I've been sleeping around twelve hours since I slowed down, and now I'm exhausted and it's only been one day. I also just woke up. Madness. I'm not used to this.
I'm ready for this though, more than ever. I'm tired of lying to everyone I love. I realized how horrible that is. And I realized that it's truly changing me, even when I'm not drunk.
Thank you all, again. It does mean a lot for you to just simply reply.