Hi Dessy!
Sorry you are having a hard time...I'm glad you drank your daughters pedia lite if it helped you.
Its great you made it 7 months withojut help....I'm impressed! But that's the hard way...its easier to do it with help....what's more embarressing....going to AA or dying of alcoholism? If AA isn't your thing try something else...but try.
Getting sober involves work but it is worth it.
LaFemme