"It's a fool who looks for logic in the chambers of the human heart."
That's George Clooneys character in "O Brother Where Art Thou?"
I suppose lots of other folks here will be able to offer wisdom from their own experience, from the program.
Tonight, I quite simply just agree with the Ulysses Everett McGill. I still love my AH and moving from questioning to acceptance helps.
At least you're not alone.
that would be unbearable.