No one thinks I am an alcoholic either. I am a fairly high-bottom drunk (love that term!) but I know I am on the road, and I know where the road goes, and I am stopping now. I know, in my heart and my gut. (I sound pretty sure, don't I? Fake it til you make it, right?). Anyway, I told people I was taking a "booze break" but now I am starting to tell people I am done. I have turned down 2 nights that would have been too complicated for me so far. Can you just reschedule this get-together for a week or two? I feel like the medication discussion seems stressful and complicated...? Might be easiest to cancel event and make a mug of tea and come on SR. Take care of yourself.