Im not one for all that text talk but my first reaction was OMG at the words of support received there. Thank you so much. I get my 2 older kids back at 6pm tomorrow, just under 23 hours ( i think). I wont not drink...and why lie? I have 1/3 or cava here which i know I will do. Cant ever see it stopping. Ive been having lots of physical symptoms, vomiting in morning, bruising everywhere, fatigue, aching bones, blood in stool, .....just feel different. Aching sides....but then i drink and they all go away. Then I feel fine. And all I want to do is go to sleep.....
Its hard to accept what ive become x