KellyA, I found this message board 10 days ago after being drunk in front of my kids. I knew in my heart that I had to stop. Keep posting. Stay sober today. Get rid of all your wine and try to put your head on the pillow sober tonight. We are here...I have now been sober for 10 days and I hope to stay that way. It is hard, but you can do it. Just do it today.