Thank you so much...I considered phoning samaratins but I couldnt. Im 33. My children are 9, 10 and 16 months. Different fathers. So complicated but I was a good person. Thing is, I start drinking wine at 4.30pm when im cooking for kids.Sometimes ive been known to down a glass or two before hand depending on circumstances. Ive drank up to 2 bottles by time I go to bed.Its been like this for last 9 months since my babys dad left. Obviously I think im doing ok but how can I be? I hardly eat. I weigh 7 stone. I went to doc but he put me intouch with healthlink and they mentioned social services and rehab and I dont want that.
So much to exlpain. sorry for babbling x