Thanks for your post, I had something similar happen. Two months ago, I came upon a Concerta pill. Concerta is similar to Adderall and I used to eat Adderall, Focalins, Ritalins and Metadates like candy. I went online and it turns out that Concerta is a crappy recreational drug, so that changed my mind and I flushed it. If I would have read that it was this great drug, I might have taken it and blown my sober time, not really sure, but I didn't and I'm still sober.
Can't believe I came so close, but I guess in sobriety we will have those situations like that. I hope next time I happen to come across a pill, instead of researching it, I hope I just flush it right away and don't even consider the idea, but I'm still new in sobriety and I guess I still have a lot to learn.
I guess we better check our mental thought process, because next time we might not be so lucky.