Originally Posted by
nacona 
Clayton, you are the second person to post about almost using at day 100. I wonder if this has happened to many more people and if so, why? very strange. Thank you for sharing that. Off to another meeting....
I believe it has. I remember hearing some people with long term sobriety warn me about that peculiar time in recovery. I have heard many people share about getting to that period and relapsing/almost relapsing. I think 100 days feels like a big milestone. It is. But I guess you are still a lot more vulnerable than you may be willing to admit to yourself. The important thing is to admit it to others. I didn't talk about that event for a couple months. Not healthy, but it all worked out. At the end of the day there is a element of grace that I can't explain.
Have a great new year,
Clayton
Thanks Carol, great to see you still here, great but not surprising
much love