(((((Britta)))))
You are in SERIOUS danger. If you cannot do a computer search, pm the city and state you are in and I will PM you back the nearest Domestic Violence Center's phone number. Call them, tell them exactly what happened when you tried to leave and beg them for help to get you out.
Many DV Centers given that scenario will send escort (usually 2 big brawny guards that do not take any chit from an abuser) to pick you up and bring you to their 'protected environment.'
Sweetie he is mentally and physically abusing you. Please PM me.
Please do this for you!
Love and hugs,