I am seriously disturbed by this. Whatever you decide to do, I hope it does not involve drinking again. Does he get drunk and pass out? I am surprised someone that controlling would let you anywhere near a computer. My 1st husband would not allow me in the front yard to water the flowers because he said I was advertising myself. He would not let me look out the car window because I was just checking out guys. The one and only time he ever laid hands on me, he pushed over the recliner I was sitting in. The moment he went out of the house to run an errand, I put our 1 year old son in his little red wagon and walked to the nearest business, a real estate office and they called the Women's Crisis Support Team, who came and picked us up and took us to a safe house. The next chance you get, go! You don't have to call the cops, there are organizations out there ready to save you. God bless.