Please help me!!
Earlier today, my incredibly dangerously abusive huband poured a bottle of champagne over my head and yelled "Happy Fu*&$ng New Year you stupid C*&t" I have spent my day a wreck!! Do I have to start counting my sobriety days over again? I have been trying my best to take all of the advice that you have been giving to me. It's really difficult. I guess he has me beaten down. I'm losing the strength to even bother anymore. I am not ignoring the wonderful advice you all have given to me, honestly. It's just that there is more to it. I'm not sure what I am asking for right now.... Maybe some support?