Micheal,
Thank you for taking the time to pass on your experience and wisdom. I feel much better today, esp after reading your words. I did go to a few AA meetings and was a bit turned off by the attitude of a few people I met. I am currently looking meetings at a different location in attempt to find a group I jive with better.
I will write more later..... my little one is stiring. Thanks again for the advise.
Cinn