Originally Posted by
wicked 
Lucy, sounds wonderful, I am smiling too!
It's the actually 'feeling' that I find wonderful!
Things have happened and I've just let them wash over me, not actually felt a thing for almost two years. (good or bad)
Now I see this face from time to time and we exchange a few words, and I actually look forward to seeing him again, wonder when I will and where it'll be. I make the effort to look good, when I just haven't bothered for a long time! Whoever he is he must be good for me in some way!
But if I didn't feel I wouldn't bother.
I'm trying to say something but I don't know how to verbalise it!
I think it's something like 'he' isn't the important one, but he was the one who made me realise I do 'feel'
Does that make sense?