ferry

Haven't posted much on here, only in times of severe need for support. I'm ready to leave my wife now, I want to go, without a doubt I want to leave and start again. I have given all the support I can, she has taken all the help out there it seems, but we have been going round and round in circles for 5 years now. Sober, drunk, recovering, sober drunk recovering etc times 1 million. Due to redundancy I need to get a new job and most likely it will be at the other end of the country, have an interview coming up. I thought she would be fine, she could come with me in my ideal world in my head. But realistically this is not going to be the case and I don't want to continue my dreadful life with her. She makes me feel so terrible. "You keep all the money off me", "You make me a prisoner" etc.

I just want to know that I'm not the bad one here, all I've ever done is try to get her to see the light.


Thanks