If you didn't have alcohol there, you would have been pouring yourself an ice cold glass of water. Funny how alcohol sneaks it's way in the house. It's not sneaking in for a safe place to hide from drinkers.
If you're no longer enjoying it, along with the nauseous feeling, the cloudy head, the black outs, the shakes, the tiredness... Just uninvite it.
We can do it. It's a matter of making the last one you had, your last ever and totally disassociating yourself from alcohol forevermore.