Very helpful
Thank you all for your advice and support, it makes this process easier. I am still clean and loving life again. I haven't gone to a support group yet but will look into it. I came clean to my family and they have been very supportive. Also my cousin actually had the same addiction as me, so we quit together and talk several times a day to lean on each other. And I know this last part might not be for everyone and I'm certainly not a preacher but I have started going back to church and pray everynight and read passages from psalms. Again, that's just me, it's nice thinking someone upstairs just might be rooting for me. Thanks again everyone and I'll keep posting my progress. Good luck and hope the best for all of you!!!