loosing hope
Hi All,
I'm new to the site and wanted to say hi. My partner of over 20 years is and alcoholic who refuses to get help and see that he is ruining our relationship. I was going to go to actual meetings in my town but I don't feel like I can leave my house for any period of time, especially at night without coming home to him drunk. Seems he needs a constant babysitter. Whenever I go anywhere he seems to take the opportunity to go straight to the bar or to get a bottle and attempt to hide it from me, (like I can't tell).
Anyway I am hoping I can find some advise here or at least others that can understand how I feel. I'm so depressed about this situation, to the point that I'm loosing hope and slowly loosing everything that is important to me in my life. Look forward to talking with you.....