It's OK beautifulgirl -- we do what we think is right at the time and you are doing the best you can. I know you are.
Since his funds have been cut off, he may start to do some really crazy things to get money, so be vigilant. Have you locked up all your valuables?
Does he have a plan for getting and staying sober? Or is he white-knuckling it?
Your SR Family is here for YOU. ((((Hugs))))