I can't seem to help these impulses.....
I realize now I want nothing more than to be with her, and be satisfied with her alone.
I see there is a problem, and I want to change, but I have no idea where to begin. I just can't control myself.
I believe with all my heart that my Higher Power gave me (and all of us) FREE WILL.
That means I can make choices. (some are significantly more difficult that others)
Choices to CHANGE.
There are formal programs to do just that.
Get started NOW BEFORE ANYONE ELSE GETS HURT.