During the week it was a 12 pack a night... that is what people saw me drink. On the way home from work I would purchase six mini bottles of whiskey and drink four on the 20 minute ride and sprinkle the other two in with the twelve beers. Those little mini bottles were my comfort zone. I always had two or three with me wherever I went. If we were going to a party or out somewhere I'd always have three or four to get a head start and feel "normal". Then drink the others throughout the night on top of what looked like I was drinking along with everyone else. It was a complete joke... man I'm glad it is over.