Welcome Razorback! There are many paths to recovery...I never tried moderation ...by the time I started trying to quit I knew moderation would never be an option...something that has worued for me is realizing I am not missing anything...drinking nasty poison is not something I miss.
I also have a life coach...I was workin g from home she. The drinking spiraled out of control. I've also been straddling two worlds...would love to hear how you finally got your foot outbid the old world -)