Hello-kitty,
After reading my posts and the replies, I totally agree with you. I feel ridicuolus for even considering taking my newborn to visit him there. He needs to make the effort to see her. And just like babyblue said a loving father will move mountains just to get a glimpse of a new baby. I am still very much in denial. But he is what he is, an addict. And I still can't believe he hasn't attempted to see her but that is reality. Once upon a time all he wanted was to have kids and be a family. Wish he would really get help but now nothing I say or do will change him. And unfortunately not even seeing my beautiful baby girl.