Buffalo, Coyote is SOOO right. No one understands what it's like unless they have lived it. Friends and family of my exabf think I am horrible. He stopped drinking, why am I not with him then?
I know why, you all know why, but no one else will ever get it.
Dry IS worse than drinking. I have lived it, so I know.
Take care of you
So much great advice and support here. You are doing the right thing. You really are.