WineDiva Recovery Diary
After 3 bottles of wine yesterday (lasted 10 hours as I started drinking at noon), I am done. I actually don't have a hangover and that scares me. Apparently I can just drink and drink and drink. Weeeee.
Today is my first day on my journey to sobriety. I am tired of being tired, I am sick of hiding my very obvious addiction. I feel awful that my husband and kids know I am a drunk and they can't do anything. Today, I will become a more attentive mom, loving wife and active participant in my life.
Slept fine, got up at 4:30am and couldn't get back to sleep. I have some mild anxiety which is normal. I am going to have a bath with my lavender salts, some tea and go back to bed.
Today I am grateful that I have the internet to connect with the soberrecovery group. I will post everyday on my progress as many of your posts have been inspiring for me. Thank you.