liveforme,
I could have or maybe I did write the same post as you did today exactly 1 year ago.
my situation is exact, 1999 rehab and then pain pills, 2002 not 2005.
doesnt matter.
I am now going through a divorce after 26 years of marriage and being together for 30.
do what cynical one saids to do ! please prepare yourself and protect yourself before its too late.
continue seeking support too, dont think for one second it will get better,
dont think for one second he will change as it can get worse.
we are here for you