I too got sick of the lying and sneaking and hiding. I went to rehab three times; for five, then twelve, then five days. I drank each time after I got out. It wasn't until I was
desperate - last year after
my last relapse - that I was able to stay sober. But
I have stayed sober and feel better than I have in years.
I went to AA in early recovery but now only go to my home group meeting. I still use the recovery tools I learned from AA. I also go weekly to a great counselor and that helps a lot too. Last but not least, this wonderful site. Always open, there's someone here all the time.
Whatever you do to stay sober, work it with all your heart cause your life depends on it.
