Itsme..you are doing fantastic staying sober in the midst of all that is going on. :ghug3 Stay strong! Remember, it only takes that first drink, then everything from there will go down hill, I can promise you that.
Do the next right thing and try to stay positive and focus on the good things in your life right now. Try to speak positives to yourself every time you think of a negative. Things could be so much worse for you my friend.