In my opinion, unless your Ghandi and are elightened beyond belief, deception becomes part of your DNA!
How you feel, times that by 3 for me, My last 3 ex's did what your ex did.
And I can tell you, I still feel pain from the first one 10 yrs ago. My last ex SWORE on his life and kids (great dad he is) that he would NEVER do to me what my 2 ex's before him did and well, you all know the outcome. HE DID WHAT MY EX's DID!
I rarely, if EVER, feel hatred, but for the first time in my life, I have to say I do and I hate it because hatred takes away from my soul, my peace, my life and gives these demons power.
But it's really a hard thing to shake.
Unless one has been deceived to their core, they have NO idea how painful it can be
But there is hope, once you find true inner happiness, the pain turns to nothingness. But it takea a WHOLE boatload of work.
Ahhhhh the beauty of PSTD eh! ?
We are better than these decpetive sickos my friend. Better ALWAYs wins!