Thanks guys. your comments as per usual are so understanding and helpful. Yes I believe that of there was a string of alcoholism, regardless of severity, that I fall somewhere on it, and for that reason I take my sobriety very seriously.
Although Alcoholism has not taken anything from me, The minute I started realizing that the solitary enjoyment was similar to what I had/felt with smoking, was the minute I realized I could no longer be a "social drinker". I'm an all or nothing type of guy
