I can relate so much. Didn't drink everyday, had those great days and wanted to 'treat' myself to a drink. But it always goes down hill. I thought that I would be able to control it, you know a sip here a sip there, but I lost that control on Thanksgiving. The love of my life walked right out of it, leaving me to be a single mom now. And the worse part is having to tell my son that he no longer has a daddy in his life because of my poor choices.