I'm in undergrad too. Going for a PhD in clinical psychology after graduation. (Not the same as an MD, I know, but still an advanced degree!) I was a daily drinker with heavier binges on the weekends and consider myself to be an alcoholic. I hope that both of us are able to stay sober, get our other mental health issues under control (bipolar II for me), and achieve these goals we've set for ourselves! You're right, the party is already over.