Originally Posted by
zac33 
I had a good life before, family, friends, job and good health. My years of drinking pushed them all away. It's not their fault. They tried to help. It's my fault! I would not accept the fact that my drinking was out of control and I was hurting myself and the people who loved me. I cared only about that next drink! Sitting hear alone with time moving ever so slowly, I now realize yes! I am an Alcoholic! My name is Zack!
You sound just like me. I now have almost 60 days. You can do this. I agree with other posters, if you don't have, you should get support. This site has lots of suggestions on how to get that support. I tried over and over to quit, I couldn't do it alone. Only others like us understand us, I think. You are in a good place here...let the ones that have sober time guide you. In 2 short months they have helped me ALOT.
I am glad you are here and I am praying for you.
The hours will get shorter.