Originally Posted by
ChangeIsGood123 
Oh I remember the blackouts. And the feeling of dread and panic the next morning. Notice I say blackouts bc I too did not stop after one. But I wish I had bc they haunt me to this day. Of course it reaffirms that I am doing right by being sober. And I feel you are doing right as well.
I drank to blackout probably 75% of the time.
I was like a light switch when it came to drinking. When it was off, it was off (unfortunately, as the years went on, the switch was only off maybe 2 days a week) but when it was on, it was ON.
I'm only Day 9 but yes, I am using the past tense when I refer to my drinking. I am looking forward to a sober future.
you're doing the right thing, blackouter.